everyday people are slowly fading from me. so is my sanity. i lost more friends for no reason and people hating me. my mom told me its not my fault. i know its not my fault. people of the world are horrible. i wish all were gone and i could live in peace. i scream in my pillow and laugh scicoticly at the humans i have to deal with everyday.
i feel like life is a sick joke.when people need you the let you in, but once they have what they want, they'll cast you out. like a freak. all i want is people who will accept me, if not then i want no human in my life at all. my hatred is overflowing and growing ever so fast.
i need someone or anything to tell me..something. i have no clue what but the true words of comfort. not cheesy lines that are fake. i am hating everything around me, and wanting to destroy it all.

from,
the muffin ninja fairy

first i like to thank all my watchers and supporters for your love ; u ; <3. i am currently having troubles in real life with people and shit. this is truly making me hate humans. (even though i am one >:c )
i cannot deal with this bullshit. i wish i could hang with or at least with someone who is my true friend. so im trying to work on artwork to get my mind off of it. for now. right now i need your guy's support to get me up and at it <3

i stole this from

Dear prussia/muffin ninja fairy,


I _______ you.

You have a nice _______.

You make me _______.

You should _______.

Someday I will _______.

You + me = _______.

If I saw you now I'd ______.

I want to _______you.

I would build a _______ just for you.

If I could sing you any song it would be _______.

We could _______ under the stars.


From,

__________


(P.S. _______________.)


Oh and I am _____ (going/not going) to post this under my notes/journal and see what you write about me.
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i am almost at 10,000 VIEWS~!!! :'D

i feel loved so much

the first 3 people that show me they caught my 10k veiw YOU WILL GET FREE ART~! just ask and i give :3

GO NOW MY PUPPIES~!
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i have desided that im going to open commissions

types of commissions
chibi $2
normal$3
couple$4
gaia (no clutter avvies D:< ) $2
keroro oc's $2
digitaled $3
pixeled $1
irken $2
anthro $3
regular computer paper size $2
poster size 12"X18" $5

Limited edition OC plushies
this will be a summer projects of 09 and if it goes well ill do more often. I cannot do already created characters from real shows, but i can do your oc's. i'll do my best with them and i will need to recive payment first before i make it (you to like pay for the material.) the cost of these plushies will be about $20

Pricing for commissions.
the pricing varies from 2-5 dollars american money
but if it is a gaia avatar you can also do a payment of gaia gold depending on what you order.

Payment
i do not own a paypal so NO THAT~! i would like the money to be mailed ordered. i will note you the information you need to send the money NOTE: make sure you protect the money when you send it to make sure that no one steals it

Slots
slots are unlimited but be patiant if i have more then a few

costumers
- plushie


-not started or sketched
- outlined and scanned
- completed

- recived payment
- have not recived payment

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HEY~ i had this great idea when i listen to one of my favorite techno groups or whatever they are~ and i had an idea to make a vid of me with zombie-san <3. i am having alittle trouble tho ._. cause i need tons of pictures for this and im asking if my watcher and friends would like to help. you do not have to if you do not want to.
if you need an idea of what zombie-san looks like then search "zombie" in my gallery. all art will be helpful <3
the song that will be on the vid is Best Friend by toybox~
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i am almost at 10,000 VIEWS~!!! :'D

i feel loved so much

the first 3 people that show me they caught my 10k veiw YOU WILL GET FREE ART~! just ask and i give :3

GO NOW MY PUPPIES~!
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Other news:

I IS MARRIES O:<

lawl its to :]

BLESS MEH PLZ? :3

ALSO I WOULD LIKE ART OF US COSPLAYING OUR COUNTRIES YUS?
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i have desided that im going to open commissions

types of commissions
chibi $2
normal$3
couple$4
gaia (no clutter avvies D:< ) $2
keroro oc's $2
digitaled $3
pixeled $1
irken $2
anthro $3
regular computer paper size $2
poster size 12"X18" $5

Limited edition OC plushies
this will be a summer projects of 09 and if it goes well ill do more often. I cannot do already created characters from real shows, but i can do your oc's. i'll do my best with them and i will need to recive payment first before i make it (you to like pay for the material.) the cost of these plushies will be about $20

Pricing for commissions.
the pricing varies from 2-5 dollars american money
but if it is a gaia avatar you can also do a payment of gaia gold depending on what you order.

Payment
i do not own a paypal so NO THAT~! i would like the money to be mailed ordered. i will note you the information you need to send the money NOTE: make sure you protect the money when you send it to make sure that no one steals it

Slots
slots are unlimited but be patiant if i have more then a few

costumers
- plushie


-not started or sketched
- outlined and scanned
- completed

- recived payment
- have not recived payment

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HEY~ i had this great idea when i listen to one of my favorite techno groups or whatever they are~ and i had an idea to make a vid of me with zombie-san <3. i am having alittle trouble tho ._. cause i need tons of pictures for this and im asking if my watcher and friends would like to help. you do not have to if you do not want to.
if you need an idea of what zombie-san looks like then search "zombie" in my gallery. all art will be helpful <3
the song that will be on the vid is Best Friend by toybox~
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time has come to vote for my contest

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Rules:
Go to urbandictionary.com and type in your answers to the following questions.
Post the first definition it gives you.
Tag 3 people.
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1.your name:rebecca
The name Rebecca origionated from the daughter of Goddess of Beauty! She wanted to bring one and only beauty to brighten the world and she decided to name her REBECCA, the Shining Star!

2.your age: 15
One of the worst ages of being a teenager. You are in the middle and you wind up with the most problems that age. You are too young to drive without an adult, cannot go to the prom, and get a part time job like real teenagers. Your head is up your ass and one day you are still a kid watching cartoons and another day you'll like to have sex. This is also the age when most teen problems occur such as anorexia and cutting.
(yippie >>; )

3.you supost to be doing: sewing
To have kinky sex, often anonymous.
(WTF?! XD HAHAHA...no -o- )

4.favorite color: yellow
Yellow is the colour that divides edible snow from non-edible snow
(XDD~)

5.birth of origin: Ohio
The 17th state of the United States -- in 1803. Contains 13,000,000 people and its chief cities are Cleveland, Cincinnati, and the capital of Columbus. Ohio is known for being the home of the Wright Brothers, the first man in space, more presidents than any other state, and Generals William T. Sherman and U.S. Grant. Also home of the champion OSU Buckeyes. Unlike what others may tell you, there are larger hellholes in the universe. Ohio has a lot to offer and is a decent place full of decent people.

6.month of birth: june
The month in which the most awesome girls ever are born. June babies are sweet, caring, sexy, lovable and all around cuddly.
(all right! 8D )

7.last person you talked to: my mom
The woman who loves you unconditionally from birth, the one who puts her kids before herself and the one who you can always count on above everyone else.

8. nickname: becky
A delightfully beautiful woman,who is quiet mesmerizing,Super loving, the best friend u could ever ask for and just an all around fun person to be around,has beautiful eyes that you want to just stare into and forget about the rest of the world, shes just amazing

now tag!
crap!



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Other news:

I IS GETTIN MARRIES O:<

lawl its to :]

BLESS MEH PLZ? :3

ALSO I WOULD LIKE ART OF US COSPLAYING OUR COUNTRIES YUS?
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i have desided that im going to open commissions

types of commissions
chibi $2
normal$3
couple$4
gaia (no clutter avvies D:< ) $2
keroro oc's $2
digitaled $3
pixeled $1
irken $2
anthro $3
regular computer paper size $2
poster size 12"X18" $5

Limited edition OC plushies
this will be a summer projects of 09 and if it goes well ill do more often. I cannot do already created characters from real shows, but i can do your oc's. i'll do my best with them and i will need to recive payment first before i make it (you to like pay for the material.) the cost of these plushies will be about $20

Pricing for commissions.
the pricing varies from 2-5 dollars american money
but if it is a gaia avatar you can also do a payment of gaia gold depending on what you order.

Payment
i do not own a paypal so NO THAT~! i would like the money to be mailed ordered. i will note you the information you need to send the money NOTE: make sure you protect the money when you send it to make sure that no one steals it

Slots
slots are unlimited but be patiant if i have more then a few

costumers
- plushie


-not started or sketched
- outlined and scanned
- completed

- recived payment
- have not recived payment

------------------------------------------
HEY~ i had this great idea when i listen to one of my favorite techno groups or whatever they are~ and i had an idea to make a vid of me with zombie-san <3. i am having alittle trouble tho ._. cause i need tons of pictures for this and im asking if my watcher and friends would like to help. you do not have to if you do not want to.
if you need an idea of what zombie-san looks like then search "zombie" in my gallery. all art will be helpful <3
the song that will be on the vid is Best Friend by toybox~
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time has come to vote for my contest

Entries:
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- [link]
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